Isn’t life messy? Isn’t it complicated?
A few weeks ago, I took a few days’ retreat at the Community of the Resurrection in Mirfield. I stayed in what they call ‘The Hermitage’: a converted stable or outbuilding of some sort, which contains a table and chairs, a bed, a fridge, a microwave, a shower… and not much else. And I was fine with that. Life is pretty simple when it revolves around just eating, sleeping, thinking, reading, reflecting, and praying, and my little hermitage provided all I needed (and nothing more) for those few days.
But a retreat is, by definition, not ‘real life’, not ‘everyday life’; and real, everyday life is, as I said, both complicated and messy. Real life rarely feels like moving in a straight line from A to B without hesitation, deviation or repetition. Real life so often involves getting it wrong., messing things up, starting again, going round in circles; it involves frustration, disappointment, loss, pain.
We touched on this last week, when we heard the parable of the sower. The sower sows seed everywhere, but some falls on the path and gets eaten by birds, some falls on rocky ground and fails to thrive, some falls among thorns and gets choked, and only a small proportion falls on good soil and flourishes and grows. Life is messy, and so often stuff – birds, rocks, thorns… whatever these represent in our lives – gets in the way of our full flourishing, of our becoming the people God calls us to be.
Today’s Gospel reading – another parable about sowing and growing – adds another layer of meaning to the parable of the sower. In this parable the sower sows good wheat on his good land, but an enemy comes along while everyone is asleep and sows weeds among the wheat, so that when the wheat comes up it’s all tangled up with the weeds.
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